23 July 2008

DOWN

"There's no more power left in me, i think i lost my mind now.
I'm horrible, i admit it, and God, please, do me a favor..
Bring back my old-happy-day, please?"


*IS that something that u've ever really felt inside?*
Hmm, my answer is: OFTEN.
I often felt like the whole world is crashing down and i'm standing under of it.
I often lose something that i'm really-really would to grab.
Bad score, bad influence that u've realize too late after the damages spread, and other reason that makes u feel horrible and too shy enough.
Okey, my advices is:

1. Talk to your God.
It's the first step that i guess, works effectively more than anything else. If u believe in God, trust me, God will believes in you too. =)

2. Share your problems to someone that u can rely on to.
Your parents or your family could be the first on the list. Whether it's ur friends matters, or school, or even your love life, family will bring the best advice ever! But i suggest you to find the right time or the right moment for it. Remember, your family is consist of a human's too.

3. Build your own 'room'.
I mean, if your problem is completely a big secret and you have no bravery to talk and share about it to everyone, then, you could possibly run into some quite place, talk or pray to God, and leave yourself alone, just thinking. If you talk about ur problem to yourself (trust me, it's my daily routine activity!), then you can think about it from ur other point of view.
Drink your ice latte, take a really-really deep breath, and after that, it's all yours. xp

4. Have FUN!
I am an expert for this one. Having fun? Is totally easy for me! If you're alone, you can watch ur dvd marathon *pick one season of your lovely tv show*, grab ur favorite book at a bookstore and read it the entire day, or maybe just go shopping all by urself? That's sounds fun.
Or it will be better if you have a company to do it, maybe ur best fella, ur boy/girlfriend, or maybe just ur lovely pets, do something instead of just sitting alone a whole week, keep on thinking about ur problem. BLAH!


So, do not let ur problems letting you down!
Wake up, there's no way to easily crash ur heart apart!
Build it and fix it!





1 comments:

diEr said...

im sorry for all the bad things i've done to you....

i never see a tough girl like you...
go go go!!!